Things were getting strange, scary even, and Allison wasn't the type to let her mind wander to ridiculous ideas such as being stalked. However, when it came to her son, she wasn't willing to take any chances.
"Look, I've been here over an hour. I know you're all very busy, but- I just...can't I just speak to someone real quick?" She was talking to the clerk at the front of the precinct which seemed to be bustling with cops, cuffed civilians, and everything else. It actually made her uneasy and she wasn't entirely sure why. "I know, miss, I'm sorry," the older woman told her again for what felt like the hundredth time. Alli didn't bother to listen to the rest of the excuse as she turned away with a sigh, deciding to slowly pace instead of taking a seat once more.
She left CJ with a trusted friend, but even that made her nervous. This could all be nothing...but what if it wasn't?
'How's Chuck doin', sweet thing?'
It had been a stranger, someone she had never seen before in her life that came up to her and her son just this morning. Why would he ask about Charlie...and a couple years since she had last seen him? None of it made sense, and it would help if someone in this damn station would talk to her.
Post by Charlie Marone on Jun 22, 2021 4:42:52 GMT
There was a time when Marone didn't think he'd be getting out from undercover. Being under for so long, it became you're normal. You had new friends, new hangouts, and new routines that eventually became habit. People you came across that you would have feelings towards. Meet some good people who had made bad decisions, and it was a constant struggle to not let yourself get to close. To remind yourself you weren't one of them.
You'd eventually have to betray them.
Charlie had a deep valley between his brows as he stared down at the mugshots of the men he'd helped lock away. Jose Chavez being the main one, as he stared at the black and white image. Despite being a photograph you could see the hatred and pure evil behind his eyes. A man who'd been wronged and would see retribution.
Luckily for Charlie, Chavez was in the Cold stone Hotel, where he got three square meals a day, and if he was lucky he'd get a freaking walk outside of solitary confinement in about ten years.
He knew there was a chance of danger still. Chavez was a powerful man, and though most of his underbosses had been arrested along with him, he knew they hadn't gotten them all. Two years had proven to be very long in tracking them all down for court and throwing them in with their boss. Many had thought Charlie would be there with them. He could still see the look on Nino and Miguel's faces as Charlie drew his hidden weapon and pointed it at Chavez. The despair in Miguel's face at Charlie's betrayal.
It was one of the things that kept him up at night... Aside from a pair of green eyes and bright smile. A laugh he'd recognize anywhere...
Being back on regular police duty was a relief, but it was also something he was still getting used too. He wouldn't necessarily say he was jumpy, but getting back the old normal was certainly proving difficult. As well as trying to make sure his rebel sister knew there was a slight danger to her now. He didn't trust Chavez, and something told Charlie's gut he'd try something to get back at him. And soon...
Many would call it being Paranoia, but Charlie would call it insulting a man who'd let you have dinner at his table and looking him right in the eye, and hearing the words "You're a brother now, Chuck." To a man like Chavez actions spoke louder than words, and Chuck had brought him the biggest dishonor of all.
If Chavez was smart, he'd leave Charlie alone before things got messy. But they were similar...If Charlie had been betrayed the way Chavez had? He'd kill him too before creating a war path that all of Los Angeles would see. An ominous feeling filled Charlie as he flipped the folder closed. Breaking eye contact with Chavez, before he shoved it back into his desk drawer. Standing up and grabbing his empty coffee cup. Deciding a refill at the coffee shop on the corner was in order.
He made his way down to the main part of the precinct, and was running a hand down over his eyes before he crossed paths with a pacing woman. Not able to move out of her way fast enough, he practically ran right into her. His hand instinctively reached out to grab her elbow, steadying her. "Sorry bout that ma'am, didn't see you there."
Post by Allison Blake on Jun 22, 2021 17:17:48 GMT
She was really trying not to get angry. To those here, a strange feeling and possible stalker who had done nothing but speak to her, likely wasn't at the top of their priority list. Yet, it was hard to stay calm when she felt strange and uneasy, and she had had CJ with her when that man approached.
How and why did he know Charlie, and why did he even care? The man left her years ago, a wound that had barely healed. Her son made that both so very difficult to deal with but helped the pain at the same time. In all honesty, she wished she had told the stranger that she didn't know and "didn't give a fuck", that she'd likely punch him if she ever saw him again. Instead, she had stood there in horror before managing to slip into the nearest store to safety.
In the middle of her pacing, so lost in thought, Alli had bumped into another, feeling the touch to her elbow as he steadied her. She was fumbling for an apology.
'-didn't see you there.'
"Seems like everyone here doesn't see-" Her words were cut off abruptly when those eyes rose up to the man's face. Allison drew in a sharp breath, yanking back her arm as she took a step back. Was she seeing things simply because she was thinking about him? Because she had to think about him now? But why here? Why was he...wearing a badge?
Blinking, he didn't disappear or happen to change into someone else, so she backpedaled another step. "Ch-Charlie...?" Her voice was both surprised and accusatory.
Post by Charlie Marone on Jun 22, 2021 18:30:27 GMT
Dark eyes looked down at the woman, to meet a pair of green eyes that only ever haunted his dreams. For a moment, he couldn't breathe. His face went slack in surprise as his eyes slightly widened. Alli... What was she doing here? The last time he'd seen her he'd broken things off. To try and protect her from the shit show that was coming and so Chavez couldn't use her to get to him.
Shit, Fuck!
His chest was tight as his hand let her go and she backpedaled away from him. Knowing she probably had a shit ton of questions. Namely, why he had a police badge dangling from a chain around his neck and a gun at his hip. Why he was dressed similarly to the other officers moving in and out of their current area. It should have been a giant neon sign as to what he was. What he had been when they met, and more than that...
There's your answer Darlin. The why to me breaking your heart. He thought as a pained expression suddenly flashed across his face. "Allison..." He managed to finally find his voice, as he let his gaze settle on her, looking her over. Their location came back like a ringing bell, and his face shifted to concern. "What are you doing here?" He asked, his tone low and demanding. Already feeling himself grow tense. Had something happened? Had someone touched her? Done something to her? People only came to the station for one thing, and Charlie didn't think she'd come here to bring the station cookies.
Post by Allison Blake on Jun 22, 2021 22:33:40 GMT
Allison wanted to believe she was just imagining this, but she knew she wasn't. So many questions began to filter through her mind, so many scenarios as to why he broke it off with her those couple of years ago, and yet nothing made sense. Nothing was going to until she asked him.
And that was the thing- now that he stood there before her, she didn't want to know.
He'd broken her heart into a million pieces, on the day she was going to tell him about CJ. She was so thankful in that moment that she didn't have her son with her since she didn't want him to know. He could just go fuck himself, that lying sack of shit.
Was her face getting red, because she could feel that anger beginning to boil and rise.
Then, before she could even stop herself, she lashed out like a viper to try and smack him clear across his face. She hit him so hard that it stung like a motherfucker, and she reeled back in pain, likely having popped a blood vessel in her hand.
"What am I doing here?" she spat, not caring that people were definitely watching and lurking to see just what had happened. She really didn't care at this point. Alli always thought that she would break down into tears if she ever saw him again, but it appeared to be quite the opposite right now. Her pain was fueling her and keeping her from breaking down.
Flexing her hand, trying not to show that she had hurt herself, she swallowed a harsh lump in her throat. "I can't fuckin' believe this..." She turned to the clerk again, desperately trying to ignore that Charlie was even there, and spoke with a shaking voice as the emotions were creeping up on her. "Just...let me write a statement or something? I can't...I have to go."
Post by Charlie Marone on Jun 23, 2021 4:39:19 GMT
Charlie almost reached over and pinched himself. Not wanting to believe that Allison was actually there, but at the same time a part of him had wanted to see her again. If it wasn’t for the mission, he’d have tracked her down far sooner and begged her for forgiveness. Telling her he hadn’t meant it, and hell...He would have told her those three little words.
The resounding slap, his head getting knocked to the side was the biggest wakeup call he’d experienced to date. Not having expected it, his cheek stung from the hard blow, and several people around them had stopped. Many he knew, who were suddenly speechless, and wondering if they should or shouldn’t step in. Did she know she’d just assaulted an officer in a police precinct?
You deserved that you dumb fuck. He reminded himself. Yeah, yeah he did.
He raised a hand to signal he was okay to those around him and they could keep minding their business as he clenched his jaw. Feeling the side of his face she’d slapped was partially numb. He wouldn’t be surprised if she’d left a handprint.
The reason why Allison was there was far more important to him at that moment than trying to talk some sense into her and beg for forgiveness. In all reality...She was probably better off without him. Safer. She was safer without him. That was why he’d done what he did, hadn’t he? To keep her safe?
She was clearly upset, and Charlie’s sudden appearance was probably making it worse, but she was going to find he wasn’t going to let her easily get away from him. He was an officer, it was his job to help her.
Appearing at her side suddenly, he placed a firm hand on Allison’s elbow. “I’ll take this Nancy.” He said to the receptionist behind the desk who was looking at the two of them with wide eyes. No doubt half the precinct would hear about that slap within half the hour from the gossip machine…
“Miss Blake, This way,” Charlie told her firmly, his tone leaving no room for argument as he steered her towards the hallway he’d come out of. Taking her towards his unit. When they were a few feet away he released her arm. “If you need to write a statement you need to talk to an officer.” He told her without looking at her. His gut twisting as he spoke the words. What kind of statement did she need to write? That pressure that was in his chest hadn’t eased since he’d seen her. In fact, it was slowly growing worse.
Post by Allison Blake on Jun 23, 2021 20:35:49 GMT
Shouldn't she be more shocked than this? Maybe her brain was still in denial at the cruel joke the universe decided it wanted to play. However, her hand still throbbed with how hard she had slapped him, a reaction that wasn't normal for her. He had taken her by surprise, bringing up that pain all over again that she just had the urge. She wanted to regret it, yet couldn't seem to bring herself to.
Still, she felt the sting of tears in her eyes and knew she wouldn't be able to hold this "tough bitch attitude" for much longer. This was too much.
Why was he here? None of it made sense because there was no way that he would have been able to earn a badge in the three years they were apart, and he hadn't mentioned it once...
'I'll take this Nancy.'
He really did work here. That badge was real. All of this was real. What the fuck was happening? Before she could dwell on it any longer, he was drawing her away from the desk, using her last name so formally that it was just another knife stabbing her in the heart. It was enough to shock her and not make her immediately yank her arm away again right away.
When he let her go, Allison immediately stopped walking, staring at his retreating back until (or if) he decided to stop to face her. "Because you're an officer," she answered flatly, her tone biting. "That entire time, you just-" Lips pressed tightly together in thought, holding in a sigh as she stepped back to lean against the hallway wall. "You just lied." Through all of this, maybe she should have understood why but she was struggling to think straight.
Then, suddenly, those hazel-green eyes widened just a little bit as she looked back to him. Her anger was seeping back. "So, that man on the street was looking for you. Despite the fact that I've been nothing for the last few years- what the fuck, Charlie?"
Keep it together, Allison. Remember where you are. You need to get back to CJ.
CJ. Charlie didn't know about the boy, and now that she felt that knife just dig deeper, she was feeling too spiteful to tell him. And what did it matter? She had taken care of her son this entire time without him.
Post by Charlie Marone on Jun 23, 2021 22:00:16 GMT
Marone got a few steps in before he realized Allison wasn’t walking beside him. He paused, looking over his shoulder at her. His dark eyes taking in the expression on her face while it all seemed to hit her. He clenched his jaw, watching her lean against that wall as she took it all in. He ignored the moving bodies around him, not caring if he was blocking part of the hallway.
You just lied.
“I never lied to you, save for the end.” He said without missing a beat. He shouldn’t have allowed himself the indulgence that had been her. It went against the books, but being with Alli? Those feelings? The laughter? He’d made sure to always be as honest with her as he could. It had been real. Every moment with her. She wasn’t like them, even if she worked in a bar they frequented. She’d been the light in that hell hole, and he’d tried to keep that light from going out by ending things to keep her safe.
You are my sunshine...my only sunshine… He’d used to hum it to her. In the early mornings when he used to run his hands through those long tresses and watch her sleep. She really did make him happy when skies were grey…
He turned to face her, walking slowly towards her, when shock crossed her face, and he could see the fire enter those green eyes. Her words made his blood run cold. He stopped mid-step. Staring at her in almost disbelief. No, no this wasn’t supposed to happen. They weren’t supposed to go after Allison. He’d made sure to make it seem like he never wanted anything to do with her again. Why would they-
“He did what?” He all but growled. Walking quickly forward, that pressure in his chest grew painful. “What man?” He asked. A dark look crossed his face, before he was beside her, dipping his head to try and get a good look at her. Looking her over to make sure she wasn’t harmed in any way.
“Did he touch you? Hurt you?” He questioned, his voice low. “I’m an undercover cop Allison if a man approached you asking for Chuck I need to know about it.” He told her quickly. For her safety. There was a reason he wanted her to call him Charlie. Chuck was his undercover name. If someone was asking for him…
That happened to draw all the breath from her lungs, and she leaned there, staring at him for a long moment before she finally blinked. For a second, she wanted to cling to that feeling of hope, but she felt nothing but sadness now, nothing but that heartache.
"The end-" she repeated quietly. "Right. But you've been here...for however long, and I didn't even know. You didn't even-" She just stopped herself. You didn't even reach out to me, she nearly said. Allison wanted to believed those words of his, but it was clear that she didn't, or simply wouldn't allow herself to. He let her go, for whatever the reason, and that was all there was to it. Having an argument about it in a building full of cops wasn't the best of time, and yet she suspected this would be the last time she even saw him. Again.
She felt her throat closing up, and had to force herself to stand up straight. It was crazy just to be looking at him, like this was a dream, and she could feel nothing but pain.
His sudden shock and anger made the unease return, and she swallowed hard. Suddenly, he was bombarding her with questions, and she was struggling to remain irritated with him. The last thing she wanted to do was talk to Charlie any further about anything, but the fact that she had her son when the stranger approached was what made her reply. "I...I don't know. Hispanic? He was wearing shades, had this...tribal tattoo on his neck." A wave of her hand brushed away his questions about being hurt. He hadn't touched them, or she hadn't given him the chance to.
To hear him confess to being an undercover cop only seemed to strike the wound harder. Those tears stung more at the corners of her eyes and she had to draw in a staggered breath. "That's...all I know. That's all that happened," she managed to finally say, her voice quiet.
Charlie claimed to have never lied to her, and yet his very existence had been a lie to her. How much of him had really been him? Was she staring at a complete stranger right now?
Post by Charlie Marone on Jun 24, 2021 16:32:12 GMT
Charlie was going to bust a tooth from how hard he was clenching his jaw. The muscles visible tightening around his mandible as Alli stood up straighter. “You were safer away from me.” He whispered. “With the bust I wanted to keep you safe.” He explained to her quietly. Keeping his voice low. “Things are just starting to calm down.” He tried to reason, to make her see that he hadn’t wanted too, but using the trial was a piss poor excuse. With Charlie’s life? She was right. He would have stayed here for however long, letting her be the one that got away.
But fate had a different plan apparently as she tried to tell him what the man that approached her looked like. It wasn’t much to go off of, considering she’d just described the majority of Hispanic gangsters, but still. It made him uneasy, and his mind jumped to a certain individual. “Six foot, scar above his left eyebrow?” He asked her. “Did the tatt look like a devil?” He asked for clarification, and then made himself take a deep breath. Not wanting to scare her with more questions. He reached up and pinched the bridge of his nose, forcing a deep breath. You’re just being Paranoid Marone… It couldn’t be…
Any yet Rafael Estrada had been in Mexico at the time of the bust. The one underboss of Chavez’ that was nearly as sick and twisted at him. Charlie had hoped he’d stay down in Tijuana if he knew what was good for him. The border patrol would make it difficult for him to get back in, especially if there was all the heat on the Los 13.
But things were cooling down… and if Chavez could get word to El Diablo that Chuck Fanelli was a cop that had wronged the family…
His hands clenched at his sides. “I’m going to show you a picture, I want you to tell me if it was him alright?” He told her as calmly as he could manage. He reached out to gently cup her elbow, continuing the destination to his desk. “I know this is scary, but I just want to be sure.” He tried to explain. Anyone asking for Chuck was bad news though… Charlie was going to have to speak to Juarez and Burelson the moment Allison left, and he already dreaded that convo.
Were she still not so shocked by the fact that he was here, that he had lied to her, Allison might have understood better. Still, he had abandoned her. No, he had abandoned them. What would he have done if he'd known she had been pregnant while he broke her heart? Maybe it was just better this way.
Only, she wasn't quite sure how she was going to easily move on from this once he let her go again.
Lips pressed together as she nodded in response, clearly wanting to say something else but was refraining. "Right. Of course." Charlie wouldn't have sought her out, not after all of this time. That was what she believed and she really wished he wasn't trying to soften the blow. That wound had healed already, or so she was telling herself.
He was asking her questions again, and she struggles to remember. A scar, devil tattoo? "I-I don't know about the scar...maybe the tattoo." Alli was suddenly annoyed with herself because she was becoming flustered over trying to remember. Charlie wasn't making this easy, simply by being there.
Perhaps she was being overly paranoid, remembering things that hadn't been there because Charlie was putting the ideas in her head. But the one thing she knew, was that she had been scared. And still was.
He was touching her again, and this time, she gently pulled her arm away but still followed him. Although she agreed to look at the photo, she didn't trust herself, didn't want him to be so close. This was all a shock and confusing as is, and he would only cloud her judgement more. She would only tell him everything he had missed when he left her...
"What's going on, Charlie? I get to know the truth now, don't I?" Her tone still bit, but it had lessened from before. This was her way of trying to hide how scared she actually was.
Post by Charlie Marone on Jun 25, 2021 4:25:33 GMT
He glanced at her as she asked what was going on. His jaw clenching before he looked ahead again and took her to where his desk was. He didn’t answer her right away, but he quietly muttered “Yeah, you get the truth now.” It was just a case of how much truth. Walking down the isles as the other officers shuffled in and out. Once they had reached his desk, he motioned for her to take the chair that was next to the desk before he plopped down into his. Resting his elbow on the surface while he pressed his lips into the back of his hand. He took a deep breath, before his dark eyes flickered over to her.
“I was undercover in the Los 13 when we met.” He began. Keeping his eyes on her as he pursed his lips. “My job was simple. Infiltrate the gang, find out where they stored their drugs and guns, and then take them out. They may be one of the smaller gangs, but they make up for it in meanness.” He continued on. She might know all about that if she worked in a bar the gang often frequented.
“We,” He flickered his finger between them as he leaned on the desk and dropped his voice so no one else but her could hear as he leaned forward. “We weren’t supposed to happen.” He confessed. A grimace crossing his face. “The mission is what mattered, and you were what many would think is a distraction, but-” He made sure she was looking at him then as he looked at her intensely. “I don’t regret it. Not you. Ever.” He told her vehemently. He leaned back in his chair then with a sigh. “Which is why when the bust was nearing I took...asshole measures to make sure you never wanted anything to do with me again.” He arched a brow at her. Asshole was putting it lightly… His cheek still stung from her slap. Thinking of the harsh words he’d told her those few years ago.
“It was for your safety Alli. So they left you alone. Any connection to me, puts you in danger.” He flipped his folder he’d been looking at earlier and set the long forgotten coffee cup aside as he flipped through the stack of images before he pulled one out. It was taken off a street camera and zoomed in, but sure enough, it showed that tribal devil on the side of Rafael Estrada’s neck. He had sunglasses on, a wife beater, his head was shaved, and he was wearing a pair of basket ball shorts while smoking a cigarettes'. He wasn’t over large, in fact he was rather slim, but you could still see the muscles that chorded his body.
He slid it over to Allison so she could get a look at him. “Is that the man that approached you?” He asked her. Forcing himself to be patient, and to not let his leg bounce in impatience.
Post by Allison Blake on Jun 25, 2021 16:03:58 GMT
This was so surreal. It still felt strange and like some strange fantasy she was dreaming up. And yet, the pain she felt was certainly real. Allison couldn't ignore that, and it was making it increasingly difficult to keep herself together. It had been three years- three years since he left, and here he was...as something he wasn't supposed to be, telling her things that she would have loved to hear all that time ago. But now? Now it was hard to believe him.
She had taken that seat and listened to him, staring at nothing in particular upon that desk. He was telling her the job, that she was a distraction, and she felt her throat close up. All she heard was that she was simply a part of his cover, to help sell it, make it more believable. 'We weren't supposed to happen, he had said, and for a moment she wished they never had.
At his pause, something made Alli look up at him, only realizing in that very moment that her vision was blurred by unshed tears. Still, she clenched her jaws, holding onto what little strength she had left.
'I don't regret it. Not you. Ever.'
Allison stopped breathing for a moment, but this feeling of elation was gone the moment he leaned back and continued to speak. He didn't regret it, but he still left her in the dark. He still left her alone, broken, and pregnant with his child. The thought of CJ was what made a couple of those tears fall down her cheeks, but she was quick to wipe them away.
She couldn't do this now. This wasn't a conversation she wanted to have right now, or maybe ever. What was the point? A couple of years had already passed, and things had changed. Charlie was literally not the person she thought she knew.
For a moment, she thought she might be sick.
'It was for your safety Alli. So they left you alone. Any connection to me, puts you in danger.'
"Yeah, well, it's starting to feel like your plan backfired," she said quietly. Despite her tears, her voice still managed to remain strong; clinging to that attitude that she needed to make it through this. She prayed this all amounted to nothing, though. She did not want to be involved.
When Charlie pulled the photo out, she dragged it closer so that she could get a better look. It only took her a second before there was a gentle, sharp intake of breath. That was definitely the tattoo. She recalled the man being wirey, almost skeevy with the way he approached her...even if she couldn't see his eyes, she could feel them assessing her. Now she knew why.
Allison shoved the photo away and just nodded. "He approached us-" A quick pause before she barely skipped a beat to correct herself. "-me downtown. I rushed into the dry cleaners and waited for him to go. He...was asking how you were doing." After a moment, those eyes rose back up to him; pain written all over her face. "This...isn't going to go away, is it?" It was more than just a weirdo on the street. This was danger, and Allison was trying to wrap her head around it.
Post by Charlie Marone on Jun 27, 2021 18:17:50 GMT
Charlie was holding his breath while she looked at the photo. Studying her face for her reaction. Praying that she wouldn’t say it was him. That it wasn’t Rafael, and just maybe one of the lower gang members who was being a dumbass. When she shoved the photo back and nodded, it felt like the wind was knocked out of him.
He didn’t understand, he’d made sure that she was as far away from him as- “he approached us-”Us. She hadn’t been alone. Who had been with her? He latched onto the slip-up, noting the way she recovered, and told him what she’d done to get away.
He met her eyes as a grim look crossed over his face. “Not anytime soon.” He said quietly. “But it will.” He promised. The tone of his voice would tell her it was a promise he planned to keep. “You have no connection to me anymore, they’re probably grasping at straws trying to find something to hold over me.” He leaned back in his chair, rubbing at his jaw.
Surely Rafael would see that Allison didn’t have a connection with Charlie. “Estrada left before I ended things. He’s probably checking to see if we’re still together.” He explained as a reasonable explanation. The logical reason why he had to approach her and ask how he was doing. His eyes settled back on Alli and he clenched his jaw.
“If he approaches again and tries to talk about me, I want you to tell him what I did. Make it as believable as possible, if he thinks he can’t use you because you hate me, then he should leave you alone.” Charlie told her. She couldn’t run into a laundry mat this time. It would make Rafael suspicious and want to dig more. “You have to hold your ground with him Alli. He wants me, if believes he can’t use you, he won’t hurt you.” He told her, trying to give her the weapons she would need for a man like Rafael Estrada.
There was an unsettling feeling in the back of his skull, however. Her little slip-up of the word “us.” Depending on who she’d been with… Well, that could change everything.
Post by Allison Blake on Jun 27, 2021 23:39:19 GMT
Although he was doing fairly well to reel himself in, Allison still felt that tension radiating off of him. All she wanted to do was tell him no, that it wasn’t the guy in the photo...but it was, and she was terrified. There were so many questions lingering on the tip of her tongue that she couldn't voice, because what was the point? He'd explained he was undercover, and now she might be further pulled into this mess.
'You have no connection to me anymore, they’re probably grasping at straws trying to find something to hold over me.'
For a moment, she stopped breathing. They did have something. They had something they could hold over him if this Rafael knew who CJ was. It was clear the gangster had an inkling, but it was difficult to tell if he truly knew her son was Charlie's or not. Or perhaps he had really been approaching for just her.
Allison knew she had to say something, but didn't know how. All of this was beginning to feel like it was spiraling out of control.
'Make it as believable as possible, if he thinks he can’t use you because you hate me, then he should leave you alone.'
That was what snapped her out of this scared daze- her pain evident in her eyes despite the quiet, sarcastic chuckle that escaped her throat. "Make it believable?" Alli paused, wondering if she should leave things there but she couldn't. She was too rattled. "For me, Charlie...it's still real. It's still how things went down. Some light reassurance from you doesn't just change that." If it wasn't clear before, it would be now that she didn't believe his feelings all too much. "So, yeah, shouldn't be a problem." Yet, she prayed Estrada left her alone.
She felt a tear drip down her cheek, and fingers were quick to wipe it away. After a second, she rose up from that seat. "That's all I know, so...if that's everything, then I should go." She felt that heartache all over again.